To one of my friends

 

人生本来就充满了各种人和各种事。遇到过的和每遇到过的。没有遇到过的可能会让你很疼，可能痛过才会成长！

但你流的每一滴眼泪都会有人知道都会有人心疼。希望你的眼泪是值得的。

我会-一直祝福你的，有一天你会找到真正的幸福，属于你的幸福！

不知道今年是不是结婚的好年。身边的朋友陆续传出了要结婚或是已结婚的喜讯。

上星期还在努力劝说教堂的朋友婚姻是爱情的坟墓，我问她‘你确定要进坟墓了？她却答非所问：‘我们已在看新房乐’

 

那婚姻到底是什么呢？

 

是一本书，由开始，到高潮， 还有结局

是电脑和因特网的连接-完美无缺

是食物和饮料-生活必需

 

是一场游戏？

是一种兴趣

是一首歌？

是新闻和政治？

 

是公司管理？

是旅游？

 

你的婚姻将是哪一种？

 

？？？？？？？

 

 

 

 

Life is about to choose. you can choose to be happy or not happy. The option is yours but the influence will be on others as well. 

So what is your choice and what influence you wish to bring to others?

Good morning.... Here is aother friday working day. Expecting i can have a two days break from work and boss, life is kind of meaningful when you have a hope,even the hope is tiny.

When you work in an enviroment which is dominant by your "lovely" boss, u have to admit the feeling is like having ramdom tests everyone,every miniute. U have to guess what is boss thinking, what should you reply when they ask Qs. R they really happy or they are just pretending being happy to hide their true emotion. sometime boss is like a volcano, they often errupt too quickly when you are not really ready.

 

Last nite i did a evil pray that my boss will disappear. Today morning when the rain is heavy and my train was 5 min late. When i walked in office,i am afraid the bloody boss was already there. Luckyly he was not there, and i was a bit quilty of what i prayed last nite. but unfortunatley he walked in. Life is back to normal and no more fairtale :-(

My two colleague(1 Female &1 Male) are all on a long term diet. I am the only one not on a diet. Here are some stories of them.
One day morning, my female coll is looks so happy when i walked in office. She was just about to eat an instatnt cup noodle. i am so surprised bc so far she only had vege and fruits for food. Hardly saw her having instant noodle. She told me last night when she stepped on the scale she found that the point needle on 47.5kg, which is even lighter than her target of 48kg. So she rewards herself for instant noodle and biscuits. One day later, in the early morning she came and wigging about gaining weight.The reason is that she had scaled herself in her freind's place and the scale shows 2 kgs more than she scaled at home. And she believed that the scale in her place cheated on her.(we have tried to pursue her the scale at her friend's place might be over-weighting,but she don't wanna believe it)As a result she went on diet agian.
Maybe most of girl's life is like that.On a dient,reach the ideal weight.Having junk food and being over-weighted and on diet again.

 

Early in the morning, my nice dream was still going. The devil alarm was ringing. My first reaction was fire,fire...... Tried to deny that today was a working day. Remember that in schoolhood,every morning getting off bed makes me feel dying. Every morning even i am on the way to school i was cursing the school was burned down or there is a murder took place and the school has to be closed for investigation.......Maybe my curse is too weak or maybe there is no reception for curse just like (too criminal)
Seriously i respect my job but hate my boss, he is a disaster...Most of time when my boss chased me up, i tried to imagine that was a nagging monkey or pig(sorry if i defame those 2 cute animals). My brain tells me there are too many monkeys and pigs in the morning.
:-( how long shall i stand this terrible morning......Lunch...i wanna have food, hope to have a big meal for lunch (another10 mins to go, my poor purse)

Before starts my story here is some backgrounds of my boss ( on my boss’s desk there is no his wife’s pic no pic of his kids no pic of himself, instead there is two big portraits of 2 German dogs)
On one Friday,my boss came and showed us his beloved pets: 2 German dogs. In the pic, my boss is going to feed them and the dogs seems so happy with their tails kept shaking. My boss looks so proud of his dogs. No wonder always his behavior looks so like a dog. Also he was saying everyday he cooked his dogs himself. The recipes were as followed:
fresh minced beef with carrots and American corns(what’s the difference b/w American ones and local ones?)
I doubt that he was going to cook his kinds and wife. My colleague says that she was a bit jealous of his dogs. Yeah I agree that being a rich man’s pet is better that a rich man’s employee. But later on my colleague also said maybe it’s not a good idea to be a spoiled dog. One day IM saying one day maybe the dog’s owner for some reason cannot have the dogs with them. Then those poor dogs would  start their new challenging life how can survive in the world like having more competition. Poor dog….poor human beings 

我不是圣人，我不要去天堂，我不想看圣经了，那些故事恐怖。如果你不相信他，就会受到惩罚。（谁在乎死了以后去哪了）我现在只要我的哥哥给我打电话，要不然上帝来了我也不理。为什么老是要我相信我没见过或是让我不相信的东西。不要告诉我我要怎样怎样。我相信没有人的人生是一样的，没有人一定要怎样。

五月的第二个星期天是母亲节。今天去了Blacktown 的一个教堂，参加男友小外孙的Dedication.门口有三两个可爱的小女孩在散发花朵和小礼品，我好奇的拿了一份，拆开才知道是送给母亲的礼品。心了不竟一慌，不知就近是我长得像妈呢，还是我对礼物渴望的目光感动了小女孩才拿到了礼物？今天传教的主题是做妈不容易。一个小腹微凸的中年妇女上了台，诉说着作为5个孩子他妈的不容易。她不停的讲着带孩子的幸苦和种种琐事。我心里暗想，还不是自找的，谁叫你生那末多，嫌麻烦你就少生几个呗。生了还嫌多久送人马，我第一个就会要。不用怀胎就有孩子，岂不是人生一大快事？

说了半天就是要说他一直问上帝要清净，可上帝还是给了她5个孩子，给了她每天干不完的家务。喋喋不休了快1个小时，才引经论据回到主体要珍惜上第一给的一切。难道上帝也提倡阿Q精神。。。？

在写正文之前，我要对Blog system 先complian一下，难得写个感言，以不留神，每存，都没了。。。。呜。。。感觉 不差与写报告写了2/3，每存突然电脑死机。